15/8/11

been working and studying recently, so i didnt really had anytime to post anything. but today i will try to post as much stuff as i can as to what i have been doing during these few days. i have my own tee-vee now~ but it doesnt have tv programs lolz, cuz it does not have anntena. but it supports my ps3 and now i am able to play my games thru the night and not get scolded LOL. been watching let's plays on youtube recently, it somewhat became my hobby lolz. i look at other people play games and comment on it, i dont really know why.. but i feel that its interesting lol. the other thing i have been watching is epic meal time. this youtube video shows a group of people making huge amounts of food, and its not really healthy. but nvm it still looks extremely appitizing when its completed, it always makes me hungry just by looking at it ==.

9/8/2011

NATIONAL DAY!!!!! finally i cleaned up my room. it looks so much cleaner lolx. waiting to put in the new tv :D. hopefully will be up by today. when cleaning my room, i came across a file. inside there was a envelope. inside the envelope was notes written towards me. the notes were all written during a team bonding camp during my first year. looking back at it brings so much memory lol. and i didnt know that talking was my good point. i always thought i had trouble communicating with people because i always get left out. well, doesnt really matter anyway ba. as long as i like the way i live now is enough for me already :D

8/8/2011

blog is pretty much dead now :D. but no worries im back to revive it ( LOL ). anw nth much really happens now adays, school is pretty boring really feel that studying is pointless. with all the projects i have done, i really wish it didnt exist. anw i have started working now( = even less time in my schedule). currently working at ichiban sushi "Irasshaimase~" work is pretty much the same everywhere. i currently have tried the "VIP" station, which is basically sorting plates to be washed. "BAR" station which is making of drinks and dessert that customers order and serve them. then the last one i tried was "Runner" this station is basically sending food out to customers. it is not really difficult to send the food out, but you need to remember each and every one of the dishes.

today went to eat steamboat with my japanese class and my japanese teacher. we ate at bugis for like 2 hrs ++ lolz. then we went to haagen daz for dessert. the fondue at haagen daz was so fun, the chocolate was everywhere when we finished. guess this wraps up what i have done today. heres a group photo with the fondue.

11/5/11

the first time was pain, the second was sadness, the third was remorse. now, all that's left is just emptiness. i don't know why i still care so much, maybe its better that you have said that. at least now i know, as time passes, i wont be the one you would approach when you are sad, angry, stressed, bored. even if i wait there for eternity, all i will feel is empty. and as time passes, i will become more and more transparent to you, till the day where my existance wouldnt even matter to you anymore.

9/5/11

every things is done for a reason. it wasnt your fault. i was just so unsure of myself. to speak the truth, i just couldnt believe the things that was happening then, guess i was just too slow to wake from the shock. it doesnt matter how long it will take, wont hurt trying eh. LOL :) being stubborn was something i just could not change no matter how long it took. dont know whether its a good thing or not, but shall go with the flow now. really need a good rest oso, gotta think about what i am going to do about my future, having just 1 plan just isnt enough anymore haha.

5/5/11

i miss us..

26/4/11

very long nvr post alr, not been very busy. but i was too lazy haha. anw today i was thinking about being alone. what if i would be left alone on an island , what i would do for the 24hrs there. i don't think it would be boring tho, i like being left alone. it makes me feel calm, just like when it rains or during late night. i don't really know why, but i like the feeling lol. maybe I'm just different. people hate to walk, i am only one of those few who likes to walk not because they wanna save money. but its okay, being alone doesn't mean I'm lonely. friends are always there, its just whether you want to talk to them or not :)